I think as my boss says I want to be happy.  honestly I want to find fufillment, what I'm passionate about, and to make a difference beyond my own life.

I think yesterday night when I was alone at night in a quiet place outside, with the full moon, clouds, gentle breeze, and the trees and darkness.  Outside always seems to be where I find peace especially at night and especially in a secluded place in the woods or something.  Either that or just hanging out with a friend of mine. It's when my mind finally stops thinking so much and I can really hear.

I enjoy being alone most days. I can think clearly and recharge. I can reconnect with God and just feel what my gut and intiution is telling me. It's freeing I can think and be anything and feel anything. There are days when I just want a friend a crowd is not what I like it's more alone there in a group of people with no connection then being physically alone. So solitude rocks most days.